D: happy halloweennn !

i failed..
saturday, i ate alotta mcdonalds, cause i had a hugeee hangover!
& sunday i had to eat dinner and supper with my boyfriends family.
today, being monday, i am starting agian, at this moment i weigh at 130 agian.. :(
So far today, i had a muffin , and a small cup of milk. soon ill be eating chicken hearts and potatoes, only gonna have a little plate of it though.
hopefully ill soon be back to 126:)
halloween treats are SUPER tempting :( saddd.
gonna look at some thinspiration for a bit now to keep me going.
i guess ill name this Day 6 !
<3

day 5: 126 pounds 
a chocolate pudding
1 slice of toast with peanut butter on it
then im drinking 9 smirnoff ice.. hahaha sooo i dunno if thats really fattening .
dressing up as a really scary zombie, :) cant wait !

woooo !

day 4 : 128 pounds
small glass of milk
sub (360 cals)
jigs dinner, small plate.

forgot to update ! :(
i thought i was gonna put on a few pounds, but apparently not :)

temptationnn

day 3: 130 pounds
bit of cereal, just enough to hover over the bottom on the bowl
bit of goulash, small plate

feeling pretty strong, seeing i just turned down my favorite food...chocolate!
tempting.. but im not letting all my progress run down the drain !
im loosing weight so fast, but i have the feeling that its only for the first bit..
so its gonna get harder :( sadddd

:)

day 2: 133 pounds
small glass of milk
sandwich
few fries (not deep fried)
half of a small steak

feeling pretty good :)
agian, thankyou cryotaneko(:

ah

day 1: 135 pounds
small glass of milk
half bowl of potatoes
few bites of ham
..
hungryyy, with a headache.

(:

operation starvation starts tomorrow! yay! gonna eat as many cookies as i can tonight, & a tall glass of milk.
wishing myself luck

yaay blogspottt

woah, dont know what im at with this .
sooo, this whole blog thing, shall be like my journal, im quiet excited!
i seem to have a few things troubling me in my life, guess ill write about those sometimes. i suck at writing this kinda crap by the way!
ive been meaning to start & finish getting to my goal weight, which is 118 pounds. but i havent got there yet.. sadd. ive failed like 5 times, longest time ive been in starvation mode was 6 days, & i somehow lost 7 pounds. best feeling ever... until i tossed a few cookies in my mouth and once again got into eating normal again. then once again, back to 135 pounds. fml. monday i will start again, hopefully with this blog thing ill keep motivated & ill succeed. well off to bed ! gooodnight:)