day 8: 125 pounds
apple juice- 50 cals
2 cookies
half a can of pea soup.

im really tempted to get some supper with my family buttt id rather not feel like shit tonight.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BK30r_SIZ-g&ob=av2e
love this song.

id do anythingg to look like these girls.

damn?

day 7 - 126 pounds..

yogurt- 35 cals
half a bowl of salad ( no cheese, no dressing)
a fish cake( thats potatoes and fish mixed together haha)  half a bowl.
done some ab workouts aswellll.

i know all that didnt add up to 500 cals, but i felt like shit after i ate it, regret it so much.
and im now a pound over yesterdays weight.. fuck.
oh well, i wont eat so much tomorrow.
im so happy i havent binged since i started this time.
looking at some thinspo every few hours in helping me alot.
love it <3!
x

ahhh i didnt have time to post yesterday !:(
so yesterday being day 5 - 127 pounds
6 inch sub from subway
a tin of soup
2 coffee
coke zero
yogurt

day 6 - 125 pounds
yogurt- 35 cals
then supper i had carrot, noodle stuff, chicken . . but each thing was smaller than my palm.
a bite of a wunderbar!

done some ab workouts before bed:)
i want the ab circle pro for christmas !

day 4: 127 pounds
apple juice~ 50 cals
slice of pizza~360
awesome:)

:)

day 3: 130 pounds

a yogurt with 2 strawberrys, 2 grapes = 47 cals
a cracker = 7 cals
2 chickenlegs (oven) with few tablespoons of white rice.

not badd !
ran up and down stairs alot of times, walked up the road, done a few ab workouts

day 2: 131 pounds

apple juice- 50 cals
half a bowl of mac n cheese

treadmill- burned 50 cals
i was too tired for anything else !

feeling pretty depressed tonight

hello..AGIAN

fuccck i failed big time, the past few weeks ive compleatly just let myself go, go right back up to 133. i gained 4 pounds. i seriously neeeed to loose weight, i feel discusting every time i look at my body in the mirror.
i want to be able to:
-wear shorts without seeing the fat buldge out below them.
-wear tight jeans without having my sides hangout over the top.
-wear a tanktop and not see the fat upperarms and backfat.
-sit down and not have to worry about my legs looking fat or having a belly.
-pinch my skin and not feel the cellulite .
-run around in underwear and bra and not jiggle.
-not look at myself as a fat piece of shit..

starting agian..
day 1 : 133 pounds
little cup of chocolate milk
half bowl of this moose soup
..

wiifitplus - burned 170 calories.

..

day 9: 129 pounds.... still.

little thing of apple juice- 50 cals
mc shits chicken snack wrap- 90 cals
small bowl of spaghetti.
few smarties.

everytime i eat now i feel like a big flat blob of fail.
i could cry now
fuck.

.

day 8
i couldnt weigh myself this morning cause dad took the scale out from under my bed & i dont know where he put it. damnnn ..ill find it tomorrow morning & weigh myself then. im feeling skinnier now abit, finally:)

half of a sub
block of an areo baarr
mc-shits  burger & wrap.

didnt wanna eat mcdonalds but i had no other choice:( OH and i turned down alott of chocolate today... *clap clap* :)

day 7 : 129 pounds
small cup of milk
around 7 smarties
two blocks of small kit kat bar
soup.. but i just threw most of that up.
& nothing else for the rest of the day .
ill burn a couple hundred calories later.

feeelin preeeetty depressed seeing that was the first time i ever made myself throw up.
wanting to be 118 pounds or less is really getting to my head !